it seems ive been alone
 it seems at times im in pain
it seems that sometimes people are cruel
it seems that sometimes i am as well
it sometimes seems i am in greater pain than usual
it seems that i think about this or that too much sometimes
it seems to me that sometimes a tear comes to my eye
it appears that every now and then I think too terribly much
it happens that when i do this same tear reappears
sometimes here sometimes there but
it seems that it always manages to find its way back to my eye
it seems sometimes that i am lost 
it seems that all is dark and i cannot find my way
it appears that someone is tryin to keep me at bay
it just so happens that at times it is more apparent than others
i cannot stand the lonliness at times
it seems to me that id be more in tune with these feellings now
it seems ive thought about this before
it seems that i definately have 
it seems that the world is still turning and the skies still burning
it seems that at times my soul is on fire with rage
it appears that at times i could tear a hole in time
it just so happens that i want to do just that however i cannot
it seems to me that i realize this 
it seems to be the source of my pain at times realization that is 
it seems to burn deeper and deeper its marks and scars
it seems the scars are ever more numerous
it seems that they will never go away and they will never heal completely
it apears however that certain people change things through presence
it just so happens that i think they do 
it seems to me that there are some things in life that i have loved
it seems to me that there are some in my life now that i still love
it seems that there are some that i have started to 
it seems also though that new life can be painful as well 
it seems pain always has a direct line to anything 
it appears pain is the truest of emotions and feelings
it just so happens that physically emotionally or mentally it cuts
it seems to cut right through to your very soul 
it seems that i will never be able to completely define 
it seems to me that i dont want to 
it seems that i wish to leave it as is
it seems that i hurt enough i feel enough pain
it seems that i dont want to hurt anymore
it seems that i want to think better of the human race for a change
it seems i would like to be able to think about the future without cringing for a change
it seems that would be very nice 
it appears that that as of yet will never happen for me
it just so happens that as of yet it hasnt 
  no matter how much i want to be able to do so......